Brutal

from The Next Metal Attack by Nuclear Deathcount

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lyrics

I'm so insecure, I think
I won’t amount to anything
I don’t care about the news
Of who hates me and who likes you
I’m just trying to get by
Have some fun before I die
My future’s been null and voided
Get a job to be exploited

I'm so sick of 17
I can’t have my teenage dream
They’re telling me to get in line
I’m tired and I feel confined
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before
And I wish people liked me more

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have five real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
I fight with people that I like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And I feel like I miss the mark

I just want to live my life
They take away my will to try
I walk away and never stay
I never hear what they all say
I can’t tell the real from fake
From neither I choose to take
My life is like a toxic mess
My future looks like even less

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

Got a broken ego, broken heart
I don’t know where to start